Moore, Oklahoma

Yesterday I saw lots of posts on Twitter from local and national news organizations about the tornado bearing down on Moore, OK yesterday, May 20, 2013.
One of the links was to TV station KFOR who was streaming live.  The view I initially saw was from the helicopter which was showing the devastation as it happened.  The reporter was calling out street names and buildings that appeared to be in the immediate path... oh, and yes, they were in the air with the twister.

This is what I saw live...

I've never seen anything like this before.  The reporter stated that they would not be able to "maintain a hover" because the tornado was "sucking us in". I call that extreme storm chasing.

I heard the raw emotion in their voices as they called out intersections and particular buildings.  The reporters live here.  Their own homes and those of family and friends  were being destroyed at the same time. I felt as if this were happening to my family, like I was in Moore, OK.

After the tornado had "roped out" or finished it's devastation, they panned the lens to see the devastation.  Whole neighborhoods leveled, vehicles stacked in front of the hospital's main entrance, a school decimated, the school where it is reported that 24 third grade students perished.

I pray for the survivors of this catastrophe.  The survivors are all of the volunteers, first responders, reporters... anyone still breathing.  May God draw you all close and comfort you as only He can. 

A Void In the Soul

Let me start by saying that I am pro life AND pro choice.  I believe that if a woman is pregnant she should remain that way until the birth of her child.  I also believe in choice... the choice to engage in activity that could result in pregnancy, especially if pregnancy is not desired or not to engage in that activity.

Where does one start when telling the truth about abortion?  Is it at conception?  Is it at the point one starts thinking about choices to be made?  Neither.  We will start with the abortionist, for without them abortions couldn't be performed.

This person has lost track of why he or she went to Med School in the first place.  Most Med students probably don't get in hoping to be an abortionist. 

One former abortion provider said this in an article "The first one that I did was kind of hard. It was like hurting again (from watching his first abortion) like a hot poker. But after a while, it got to where it didn’t hurt”

It's the progression of sin as outlined in the book of James 1:14-15 that reads "but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desire, he is dragged away and enticed.  Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin, and sin, when it is full grown, gives birth to death." Someone used this math problem to show the progression... Desire + Opportunity = Action.  If one of the addends are missing there is no action or in this case full grown death.

I see the same thing happening to employees. For them getting out seems to be equivalent to getting out of the porn business or a gang. There are ministries that help as they find new employment and pry them away from the bully boss and the codependency that must manifest.

The doctors and employees are conditioned to sell their product. Does anyone really believe that they fully counsel the women about the options of parenting or adoption vs. abortion? I'm in sales and I don't counsel potential customers to look at competing businesses. I want them to buy from me right now, and so do abortion providers. 

Physicians take the Hippocratic Oath at graduation to do no harm. Abortion providers by definition do harm.  They kill... intentionally, and that, by difinition, is a pre planned murder. 
The oath states in part

4. i.And I will not give a drug that is deadly to anyone if asked [for it],

ii. nor will I suggest the way to such a counsel

7. i. I will go for the benefit of the ill

8. i. a. If I render this oath fulfilled, and if I do not blur and confound it [making it to no effect]

b. may it be [granted] to me to enjoy the benefits both of life and of techne,

c. being held in good repute among all human beings for time eternal.

ii. a. If, however, I transgress and purjure myself,

b. the opposite of these

The last line tells the fate of Kermit Gosnell.  He recieved 3 life sentences for 1st degree murder of born alive babies.  In a plea deal the prosecutor will not seek the death penalty and Gosnell will die in prison with no chance of parole.  He was also found guilty on over 200 more charges including racketering and others.
Oh, the void in the soul of the person who chooses to be an abortion provider after taking that oath.  He or she has blurred and confounded the oath to do no harm making it to no effect.  This person is not held in good repute among all human beings for time eternal.  Actually "the opposite of these".

In Houston (this link has very graphic and disturbing photos and videos that were taken by workers who have become whistle blowers) there is another Physician, and I use that title very loosely, who is being investigated by Texas authorities and I pray that the flood gates open and officials find the illegalities that I believe are rampantly going on behind the backs of or maybe right in front of the governing bodies. 

This is the video that prompted this post.  George Tiller was an abortionist recorded this video for his patients to view while going through the abortion process. 

Below are links to 3 very informative web sites on this issue.  BE AWARE that in order to gain information on this subject you will read and or see some very graphic media.  Reading and viewing this media has stirred my being.  I bet it will stir yours too. 


Liveactionnews.org
operationrescue.org
180themovie.com

The Christian Gulag

I listened to a sermon on Romans 16:17-18 this morning.  This sermon was preached on 11/5/06 and, true to Biblical form, it is as relevant today as it was the day Paul wrote the letter to the Romans as it was in 2006.  Specifically I am writing about the conflict that has risen about the Chick-fil-A President Dan Cathy speaking about the Biblical stance on marriage.  Did this really surprise the people who are attacking him?  A Christian having Biblical values is hardly a new concept.

This sermon is very rich with Biblical teaching but for the purposes of this entry I will stick with a specific portion of it.  I do encourage you to listen or watch the sermon in its entirety.

Pastor John said this...

"When there is no truth that deserves assent from everybody, the only arbiter in our competing desires is power. Where truth doesn’t define what’s right, might makes right. And where might makes right, weak people pay with their lives. When the universal claim of truth disappears, what you get is not peaceful pluralism or loving relationships; what you get is concentration camps and gulags." (emphasis mine)

With heavy handedness and a thug mentality government officials all over the country are unwelcoming a thriving business to their communities.  It is a business that creates jobs, is family friendly and teaches values to young people who make a large portion of their workforce, a place where service and respect for their guests and coworkers is obvious.  On top of that they have really good food and funny commercials. 

Universal truth (Scripture) has been supressed over the years all over the world and now in the US it looks like a new chapter is being written. We, as a country, are not "tolerant" of Biblical Christianity and haven't been for many years. The new chapter is about how US Christians learn what it's like to suffer for their faith, to take up their cross...litterally.

I would call it "The Christian Gulag".

Empty Nest

I actually started this entry on May 28, 2012.  It was finally  published on May 4, 2013.

My oldest son is 20 and left town last May (2012)...600 miles out of town!  He went for a couple of weeks to prepare to move there permanently in July. 

Yes, he has a plan and some friends there who are good people whom he will be connecting with, and a good church to be a part of to boot.

The empty nest feels weird to me, I don't know maybe not so much.  See, I am a divorce' and the non-custodial parent so I have been an empty nester for 14 years.  I have missed alot of triumphs and disappointments no doubt.  I played a major role in their lives until my marriage, two tough pregnancies, little kids and high school came around.  Life took over and I don't know where the time went.  Harry Chapin's song "Cat's In The Craddle" is just ringing in my head.  Most of the events I could not change nor would I have made alot of different decisions in that time.  I bet all Dads, to some extent, have these types of feelings.

I must say that I am so stinking proud of this man...he is a man.  He was so much more mature than I was at 19.  He loves the Lord and his family and he is theologically sound and has professional aspirations and goals!  It is so exciting to watch him be molded by God!  Oh, did I tell you he really left to pursue a young woman? 

Guess where he met this young lady?  Nicaragua.  My son traveled over 1700 miles and she traveled over 2300 miles to a youth mission trip.  When they signed up they thought they were just going to tell other children about Jesus and help an orphanage.These mission trips, 3 in all, proved to be the blooming of a love story only God could write. 

How else would they have met?  Although her family has roots in our hometown, and even to the church he went to, they may have heard each other's name but they never met. 

Michael and Lauren kept in touch by mostly by text over those years and as soon as he finished his 1 year residency with his church he was told by her Dad that if they wanted to even think about marriage he needed to he needed to move there "so you can get on each others nerves".  So he did.  Her Dad arranged for a place for Michael to stay and over the past year their relationship has blossomed and are getting married this summer. 

They belong together.

Lauren, we are truly blessed to have you in our family!

Voting

I voted in Indiana's primary election at 3:30pm yesterday and, including my wife and I, 185 out of about 1600 eligible voters had voted in our precinct. Just more than 10%!  Given the career politicians on both sides of the isle and apparent underhandedness, I understand the frustration and apathy. But unless people get out and vote our elected officials are elected by the majority of voters, NOT the majority of "the people".

The frustration and apathy stem from all of the corruption we see daily from elected officials.  Dick Lugar (R) Indiana who is the longest serving US Senator lost that primary in a landslide.  Lugar didn't maintain a residence in Indiana therefore could not vote in the primary, but he still ran as an Indiana candidate.  Huh?

Just to the south, Richie Farmer (R), Kentucky's former Agriculture Secretary's administration was audited with multiple discrepancies found and the information turned over to state and federal authorities for potential criminal charges.  He had just ran a loosing bid for Lt. Governor in Last November.  These guys are gutsy...and stupid!
This is not a bash on Republicans, I am one myself. These are just two examples of the reason for the frustration and apathy.  There are plenty of stories to keep us busy. 

There are good people out there who want to serve in these capacities but don't for various reasons.  One big reason these people don't run is the scrutiny that the candidate and his/her family might go through because we ALL have "skeletons in the closet". The toll on the family could be excruciating depending on the office being sought.  Also there is the fact that candidates need money and time to get their name out.  So it is the belief that only the wealthy can run for elected office because those wealthy individuals have both time and money.

I think the way we begin the process of bringing voters back to the voting booths is to somehow get the career politicians out of office and get the new Council members and state and federal Representatives and Senators to legislate term limits for themselves.  That way there would be no little kingdoms established.  We should NEVER have someone who has been elected stay there past 2 terms.

Fear vs. Courage

Are fear and courage mutually exclusive?  No, without fear, true courage cannot exist.  Sometimes there is an appearance of courage without fear but I would call that cocky not courage. 

At its core fear is good, and just like pain, it's God given.  Just like pain gives us boundaries to know when to stop hitting our fingers with a hammer, fear allows us to know danger and to steer away from it or to acknowledge it and proceed into danger, this is the natural "fight or flight" response.  When fear exists alone we live by it.  This unhealthy fear is disruptive and causes one to stagnate.  It is more imagined than real.

Faith, defined by the Holy Bible as the "substance of things hoped for and evidence of things not seen" (Heb 11:1 KJV), coupled with healthy fear, which is defined as one that keeps us alert and motivated, equals true courage.  We could make a mathematical equation like this, Biblical faith + healthy fear = TRUE courage.

I bring this up because my life is disrupted by fear, I am paralyzed by something that is imagined. As I read of the great prophets of the Old Testament, Joshua chapter 1 is the most memorable to me.  Moses had just died and Joshua was being given orders to lead the Jews into the promised land and the Lord tells him to "be strong and courageous" three times in four verses (Jos 1:6-9).    Strength and courage are obviously very important to our Creator.

I have faith in Christ and have even seen Him do immeasurably more than I could have asked or imagined many times over.  So what's the problem?  The only thing I can think of is that I have been afraid for so long that it's business as usual (BAU). 

The only thing I can do is take action. This has to be my "New BAU". By God's grace I will step out in Biblical faith with healthy fear and leave my fearful life behind. His mercies are new everyday.  As the song below repeats several times "I want to be courageous".

This entry is totally based upon my experience and world view. I am not a counselor, PhD, MD nor do I have any other letters behind my name other than Sr.

Good Friday, 2012

I originally shared this April 10, 2009 (Good Friday), I am hoping that this causes you to ponder as accurately as one can 2000+ years after the fact what was going on inside Jesus' body on that day when Jesus willingly died upon the Cross for ALL of our sins. Please copy and paste if you want to. Happy Easter ya'all!!

I want to remind all of you about today, Good Friday. This is the day that we remember Jesus’ death on the cross just over 2000 years ago. It is beautiful today, April 6, 2012 but the Gospels say that on the day Jesus died that the noon sky turned dark. Fitting on this day. This writing is graphic, but necessary to accurately remember why we  Good Friday and Easter. 


Isaiah chapter 53 tells us that God, himself, willed that Christ suffer and die as an offering for sin... Our sin.

V.10 "Yet it was the Lord's will to crush him and cause him to suffer,

and though the Lord makest his life an offering for sin,

he will see his offspring and prolong his days,

and the will of the Lord will prosper in his hand." 

It is important to understand from the beginning that Jesus would have been in excellent physical condition. As a carpenter by trade, He participated in physical labor. In addition, He spent much of His ministry traveling on foot across the countryside. His stamina and strength were, most likely, very well developed. With that in mind, it is clear just how much He suffered: If this torture could break a man in such good shape, it must have been a horrific experience.


After the Passover celebration, Jesus takes His disciples to Gethsemene to pray. During His anxious prayer about the events to come, Jesus sweats drops of blood. There is a rare medical condition called hemohedrosis, during which the capillary blood vessels that feed the sweat glands break down. Blood released from the vessels mixes with the sweat; therefore, the body sweats drops of blood. This condition results from mental anguish or high anxiety, a state Jesus expresses by praying “my soul is deeply grieved to the point of death” (Matthew 26:38). Hemohidrosis makes the skin tender, so Jesus’ physical condition worsens slightly.

Traveling from Pilate to Herod and back again, Jesus walks approximately two and a half miles. He has not slept, and He has been mocked and beaten (Luke 22:63-65). In addition, His skin remains tender from the hemohedrosis. His physical condition worsens.


Pilate orders Jesus to be flogged as required by Roman law before crucifixion Traditionally, the accused stood naked, and the flogging covered the area from the shoulders down to the upper legs. The whip consisted of several strips of leather. In the middle of the strips were metal balls that hit the skin, causing deep bruising. In addition, sheep bone was attached to the tips of each strip. 

When the bone makes contact with Jesus’ skin, it digs into His muscles, tearing out chunks of flesh and exposing the bone beneath. The flogging leaves the skin on Jesus’ back in long ribbons. By this point, He has lost a great volume of blood which causes His blood pressure to fall and puts Him into shock. The human body attempts to remedy imbalances such as decreased blood volume, so Jesus’ thirst is His body’s natural response to His suffering (John 19:28). If He would have drank water, His blood volume would have increased.

Roman soldiers place a crown of thorns on Jesus’ head and a robe on His back (Matthew 27:28-29). The robe helps the blood clot (similar to putting a piece of tissue on a cut from shaving) to prevent Jesus from sustaining more blood loss. As they hit Jesus in the head (Matthew 27:30), the thorns from the crown push into the skin and He begins bleeding profusely. The thorns also cause damage to the nerve that supplies the face, causing intense pain down His face and neck. As they mock Him, the soldiers also belittle Jesus by spitting on Him (Matthew 27:30). They rip the robe off Jesus’ back and the bleeding starts afresh.

Jesus’ physical condition becomes critical. Due to severe blood loss without replacement, Jesus is undoubtedly in shock. As such, He is unable to carry the cross and Simon of Cyrene executes this task (Matthew 27:32).

Crucifixion was invented by the Persians between 300-400 B.C. It is quite possibly the most painful death ever invented by humankind. The English language derives the word “excruciating” from crucifixion, acknowledging it as a form of slow, painful suffering.1 Its punishment was reserved for slaves, foreigners, revolutionaries, and the vilest of criminals. Victims were nailed to a cross; however, Jesus’ cross was probably not the Latin cross, but rather a Tau cross (T). The vertical piece (the stipes) remains in the ground permanently. The accused carries only the horizontal piece (the patibulum) up the hill. Atop the patibulum lies a sign (the titulus), indicating that a formal trial occurred for a violation of the law. In Jesus’ case, this reads “This is the King of the Jews” (Luke 23:38).

The accused needed to be nailed to the patibulum while lying down, so Jesus is thrown to the ground, reopening His wounds, grinding in dirt, and causing bleeding. They nail His “hands” to the patibulum. The Greek meaning of “hands” includes the wrist. It is more likely that the nails went through Jesus’ wrists. If the nails were driven into the hand, the weight of the arms would cause the nail to rip through the soft flesh. 

Therefore, the upper body would not be held to the cross. If placed in the wrist, the bones in the lower portion of the hand support the weight of the arms and the body remains nailed to the cross. The huge nail (seven to nine inches long)2 damages or severs the major nerve to the hand (the median nerve) upon impact. This causes continuous agonizing pain up both of Jesus’ arms.

Once the victim is secured, the guards lift the patibulum and place it on the stipes already in the ground. As it is lifted, Jesus’ full weight pulls down on His nailed wrists and His shoulders and elbows dislocate (Psalm 22:14).3 In this position, Jesus’ arms stretch to a minimum of six inches longer than their original length.

It is highly likely that Jesus’ feet were nailed through the tops as often pictured. In this position (with the knees flexed at approximately 90 degrees),4 the weight of the body pushes down on the nails and the ankles support the weight. The nails would not rip through the soft tissue as would have occurred with the hands. Again, the nail would cause severe nerve damage (it severs the dorsal pedal artery of the foot) and acute pain.

Normally, to breathe in, the diaphragm (the large muscle that separates the chest cavity from the abdominal cavity) must move down. This enlarges the chest cavity and air automatically moves into the lungs (inhalation). To exhale, the diaphragm rises up, which compresses the air in the lungs and forces the air out (exhalation). As Jesus hangs on the cross, the weight of His body pulls down on the diaphragm and the air moves into His lungs and remains there. Jesus must push up on His nailed feet (causing more pain) to exhale. 

In order to speak, air must pass over the vocal cords during exhalation. The Gospels note that Jesus spoke seven times from the cross. It is amazing that despite His pain, He pushes up to say “Forgive them” (Luke 23:34).

The difficulty surrounding exhalation leads to a slow form of suffocation. Carbon dioxide builds up in the blood, resulting in a high level of carbonic acid in the blood. The body responds instinctively, triggering the desire to breathe. At the same time, the heart beats faster to circulate available oxygen. The decreased oxygen (due to the difficulty in exhaling) causes damage to the tissues and the capillaries begin leaking watery fluid from the blood into the tissues. This results in a build-up of fluid around the heart (pericardial effusion) and lungs (pleural effusion). The collapsing lungs, failing heart, dehydration, and the inability to get sufficient oxygen to the tissues essentially suffocate the victim.5 The decreased oxygen also damages the heart itself (myocardial infarction) which leads to cardiac arrest. In severe cases of cardiac stress, the heart can even burst, a process known as cardiac rupture.6 Jesus most likely died of a heart attack.

After Jesus’ death, the soldiers break the legs of the two criminals crucified alongside Him (John 19:32), causing suffocation. Death would then occur quicker. When they came to Jesus, He was already dead so they did not break His legs (John 19:33). Instead, the soldiers pierced His side (John 19:34) to assure that He was dead. In doing this, it is reported that “blood and water came out” (John 19:34), referring to the watery fluid surrounding the heart and lungs. 

While these unpleasant facts depict a brutal murder, the depth of Christ’s pain emphasizes the true extent of God’s love for His creation. Teaching the physiology of Christ’s crucifixion is a constant reminder of the magnificent demonstration of God’s love for humanity that was expressed that day in Calvary. This lesson enables me to participate in communion, the remembrance of His sacrifice, with a grateful heart. I am struck every time with the stunning realization that as a flesh and blood human, Jesus felt every ounce of this execution. What greater love than this can a man have for his friends?



Cahleen Shrier, Ph.D., is an associate professor in the Department of Biology and Chemistry.



Tally (French ’00) Flint, is editor in the Office of University Marketing and Creative Media.